Smile for the camera.

I went to the E.R. the other night. Apparently I have something called 'Viral Syndrome.' Which- honestly? Wouldn't sound that bad to me if I wasn't coughing my throat sore. They stole some blood and ran a bunch of tests. Then pumped me full of fluids and painkillers via I.V. They released me at about 2 yesterday morning and gave me vicodin for the pain and something I can't pronounce for my stomach. Which- apparently will make said body part hurt if I don't take it with food. Go figure.

Well- at least I got painkillers.
But anyways, I'm forbade from doing anything but sit at home until Monday. So if I can stay awake for longer then 30 minutes I think I'm gonna tackle some of the bigger projects I've had lurking about my computer.

Heath Ledger died today.

I don't even know what to think.

Went to see Armor for Sleep and a few other bands at The Door last night.
My neck is dead.

But we met this super amazing girl who, i dunno, felt like she had to play mother to us in the mosh pit. (probably because my friend has a bum knee) But she grabbed this girl by the hair and punched her in the face. It was probably the most amazing thing I've seen in weeks.

Armor for Sleep is coming back to Dallas sometime super soon, if I go then i'll have seen them 3 times in the past 6 months. I have amazing pictures from last night. I'll upload them if I get the chance.

:)

My best friend's dad got to meet Peter.

Apparently Pete got hungry for a cheeseburger at the DFW airport and my friend's dad happens to be the manager at the T.G.I. Fridays there. I was suprised (and impressed) that he recognized him. He got a picture of him with Ashlee that I'm still waiting for my friend to send me.
I'll put it up here when I get it.
I was out shopping with her when she got the picture sent to her cell phone.
Apparently her dad didn't think enough to give him something to sign or at least stall him until we could drive up to the airport.

I couldn't figure out why they were in Texas until I realized, Ashlee's parents live here don't they? And he spent time with her family.

They're so fucking cute together.
I hate it.

P.S.

Patrick on L&O?
Ohgod.

There needed to be handcuffs though...I was praying for handcuffs.
But...he was all sweaty and nasty.
Which made everything better.

It's December.
It's 74 degrees outside.
The weather's gone crazy.

There, I did it.
I just added the newest chapter of No Fact or Fiction to the mod queue.
And I kind of hate it.

But...I feel better.
Maybe.

I've written the next chapter of No Fact or Fiction. It's about 2400 words, and I think it absolutely sucks.

So give me a few days to edit, and maybe it'll be posted before Sunday.
I feel like a bitch for not writing anything sooner.

Somehow I've made it to chapter 19 of The Scarlet Letter without killing myself.
Not that it's horribly bad, it's just so much of it in one sitting is a bit...ickish...is the only work I can think of.

But I can't help wondering. What if Dimmesdale never was the father? What if he was protecting that man and Hester? Wouldn't that be horrible, if he was in love with Hester but only got to show it by hiding her love for another? I'm not sure which would be worse. It reminds me a bit of the whole James vs. Snape thing. How they both loved Lily but Snape could only show it by protecting the child of Lily and James?

A bit tragic.
Almost Shakespearean, really.

Alas, I still have five more chapters to wade through.

Daylight savings time is screwing with me.
That and whatever illness I've managed to catch this time.
Missed 6 days of school already.
Going to the doctor again tomorrow.
(and not the time travelling one with the nice screwdriver)

Lighter note:
Finally did something to my laptop to make it like AIM.
If you still talk to me then it's:

xelectronegative


If you get it I love you forever.




Why is it so hot outside in November?
This weekend it's supposed to hit 80 again.

So how much are we loving the new Cobra CD?





G-A-B-E is a comin' for you.



Fangs up!
<3

I TOUCHED WILLIAM BECKETT!!!




The concert last night was insane.
I'm dying, so many girls elbowed me in the ribs.
But I got to touch Beckett, I actually held his hand for like, a solid 10 seconds.

And the Armor for Sleep set was amazing.
Last night was so much fun
I almost passed out like, 5 times.

I definitely recommend going to the Sleeping With Giants Tour.

I've started school again.
I'm not sure how much of this I can take.
Because, of course, I overloaded my schedule.
Classes from 7:45 until 4:00
then work on Mondays and Wednesdays from 5:00 until 9:00.
History test tomorrow.
Psych test on Tuesday. According to my teacher almost everybody fails the first test.

Somehow I'll make it through this year, right?

No Fact or Fiction ofically has 6 new paragraphs added to it's length.
And I'll probably be writing another oneshot sometime soon.
Just to do away with all ideas sputtering around my head.

Oh and I read those three Stephanie Meyer books. If that's how you spell her name.
I was pleased. It takes her a long time to get the plot.
And I'd rather not know about every single boring day,
but they were good.

I loved the humanity of the Cullens.

Work is stealing my energy.




Can't write anything lately.
Grrr.

http://www.buttafly.com/starbucks/index.php

Go there.

I drink a Grande Caramel Triple Macchiato, apparently that makes me a whore. But when I order it upside down, I'm a sophisticated whore.

:)


In other news- I have a paragraph of the new No Fact or Fiction chapter.
And about 50 ideas for new stories. None of which I feel able to write.

Everyone, I'm so sorry.

I've been doing so much that I've just put writing at the bottom of my list. And that sucks for me because the less I write, the less put-together I feel.

I promise, I have tomorrow off, and I'll write something then. Hopefully it'll be for No Fact or Fiction, hopefully.

But right now, I'm just looking forward to something.

(And if it is No Fact or Fiction I'm almost sure that there might possibly most likely be a kissing scene. Maybe a little more...)

I've only been using Harry Potter icons lately, but I'm not sure many people are picking up the references.

Tired out of my mind.

Remind me to sleep, someone. Please.

Typing just to feel the keys under my fingers.


All my friends are out without me. Together. Doing something.

I feel super lonely.

I last updated this 19 weeks ago.

New chapter of No Fact or Fiction coming soon, for anybody that cares. I have all the alters sorted out and the idea for the chapter. I just have to find an hour or two for myself sometime and start writing.

My Birthday is Tuesday.
(Tentative to tell my age because I let people on the internet assume I'm much older)

Also, I finally got around to adding everybody that's added me. :)

It's been way too long.

My computer crashed a long time ago, and I finally got it fixed.

I feel so much better with my laptop by my side.

Hmmm, not quite as testy as when I wrote my last entry.

Can't take the kid from the fight take the fight from the kid. Sit back, sit back relax, relapse. Ooooh

Reid: You're hacking into the HMO database? Is that legal.
Garcia: No, we're gonna go to jail and you'll be somebody's bitch.
Reid: Really?

So fuck you and your selfish ways.
I'm tired of this.
This everything.
Hypocrites and liars.
Fuck you all.


Lying by omission is still fucking lying and it's not a flattering fit.